The beautiful melody of all various musical instruments<\/p>\n
and a voice so penetrating, yet subtle to hear,<\/p>\n
most of the time that\u2019s all I want to feel.<\/p>\n
Just letting the catchy rhythm take me somewhere else<\/p>\n
making me sink into those vivid tones, simply breathing all that beauty in.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
My thoughts scatter all over my head,<\/p>\n
seems like I need to take another deep-breath.<\/p>\n
Hips start to sensually twirl and I can’t stop them,<\/p>\n
in vain, I at least finally cease to feel the awful pain.<\/p>\n
At last, I don’t even pause to care one bit.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Carefully analysing every single word that plays on,<\/p>\n
but only if I want to turn my feelings back on.<\/p>\n
The well-hidden tears are starting to realize that there\u2019s a way out,<\/p>\n
although they can’t escape if I don\u2019t open my long forgotten eyes,<\/p>\n
then they can gain a graceful path and stroll down my pale cheeks<\/p>\n
to let out all the horrendous pain and hurt that I overheard for the past few weeks.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Turning up the volume so I don’t hear my own sobs,<\/p>\n
while the heavy rain forces me to take the red dotted umbrella with me,<\/p>\n
just to hide the leftover hurt that\u2019s still strongly rooted in me.<\/p>\n
Sudden deafness attacks my ears, oh the voices, the music…<\/p>\n
They all cease and there\u2019s nothing to hear anymore,<\/p>\n
while I\u2019m hiding under the insecure shield.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I only hope that one day the lovely symphony will go on,<\/p>\n
without any discontinuation, not giving me the temptation<\/p>\n
to fall back into the darkest of the depressions.<\/p>\n
Because then there won’t be a way back,<\/p>\n
even if you fall,<\/p>\n
you cannot crawl nor climb out of that deep abyss…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
The music has to give you a helping hand<\/p>\n
by whispering to you its distant melody.<\/p>\n
All your tears will be vanquished once and for all,<\/p>\n
while you regain back your conscious as well as all your vigilant senses.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hudba<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kr\u00e1sna mel\u00f3dia v\u0161etk\u00fdch r\u00f4znorod\u00fdch hudobn\u00fdch n\u00e1strojov,<\/p>\n
a hlasu, tak prenikav\u00e9ho,\u00a0 no jemn\u00e9ho pre \u013eudsk\u00e9 ucho,<\/p>\n
v\u00e4\u010d\u0161inu \u010dasu chcem c\u00edti\u0165 pr\u00e1ve to a vonkoncom len to.<\/p>\n
Len tak necha\u0165 chyt\u013eav\u00fd rytmus, aby ma uniesol niekam pre\u010d, \u010faleko,<\/p>\n
nech\u00e1vaj\u00fac ma ponori\u0165 sa do jeho pestr\u00fdch t\u00f3nov, jednoducho vd\u00fdchavaj\u00fac v\u0161etku t\u00fa kr\u00e1su.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Moje my\u0161lienky sa rozsyp\u00fa po celej mojej hlave,<\/p>\n
vyzer\u00e1 to tak, \u017ee sa mus\u00edm znova zhlboka nad\u00fdchnu\u0165.<\/p>\n
Boky sa za\u010dn\u00fa zmyselne vrtie\u0165 a ja ich nem\u00f4\u017eem zastavi\u0165,<\/p>\n
m\u00e1rne, aspo\u0148 prestanem c\u00edti\u0165 t\u00fa hrozn\u00fa boles\u0165.<\/p>\n
Kone\u010dne sa ani nepozastav\u00edm, aby som sa \u010do i len trocha starala.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Pozorne analyzujem ka\u017ed\u00e9 jedno slovo, ktor\u00e9 hr\u00e1,<\/p>\n
ale len ke\u010f chcem znova zapn\u00fa\u0165 moje emocion\u00e1lne c\u00edtenie.<\/p>\n
Poriadne schovan\u00e9 slzy si za\u010dn\u00fa uvedomova\u0165, \u017ee na\u0161li v\u00fdchodisko,<\/p>\n
i ke\u010f nem\u00f4\u017eu utiec\u0165 pokia\u013e neotvor\u00edm svoje d\u00e1vno zabudnut\u00e9 o\u010di;<\/p>\n
potom m\u00f4\u017eu unikn\u00fa\u0165 a skot\u00fa\u013ea\u0165 sa po cesti\u010dke mojich bled\u00fdch l\u00edc,<\/p>\n
aby dali prienik tej hroznej bolesti, ktor\u00fa som prepo\u010dula za posledn\u00e9 t\u00fd\u017edne.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Prid\u00e1vam zvuk, aby som nepo\u010dula vlastn\u00e9 vzlykanie,<\/p>\n
zatia\u013e \u010do ma siln\u00fd d\u00e1\u017e\u010f prin\u00fati vzia\u0165 si so sebou ten \u010derven\u00fd bodkovan\u00fd d\u00e1\u017ednik,<\/p>\n
len aby som zakryla zost\u00e1vaj\u00facu boles\u0165, ktor\u00e1 je e\u0161te st\u00e1le zakorenen\u00e1 hlboko vo mne.<\/p>\n
Ne\u010dakan\u00e1 hluchota napadne moje u\u0161i, och tie hlasy, t\u00e1 hudba…<\/p>\n
V\u0161etko sa vytrat\u00ed a nie je u\u017e \u010domu na\u010d\u00fava\u0165,<\/p>\n
k\u00fdm sa skr\u00fdvam pod neist\u00fdm \u0161t\u00edtom.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ja len d\u00fafam, \u017ee raz t\u00e1 \u013e\u00fabezn\u00e1 symf\u00f3nia bude pokra\u010dova\u0165,<\/p>\n
bez ak\u00e9hoko\u013evek preru\u0161enia, ned\u00e1vaj\u00fac mi nutkanie<\/p>\n
upadn\u00fa\u0165 do jednej z najtemnej\u0161\u00edch depresi\u00ed.<\/p>\n
Preto\u017ee potom u\u017e niet cesty sp\u00e4\u0165,<\/p>\n
i ke\u010f spadne\u0161,<\/p>\n
nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 nijako vyliez\u0165 z tej hlbokej priepasti.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hudba ti mus\u00ed poda\u0165 pomocn\u00fa ruku,<\/p>\n
\u0161epkan\u00edm svojej vzdialenej mel\u00f3die<\/p>\n
bud\u00fa v\u0161etky tvoje slzy porazen\u00e9 raz a nav\u017edy,<\/p>\n
pokia\u013e sa ti navr\u00e1ti tvoje vedomie, spolu s tvojimi ostra\u017eit\u00fdmi zmyslami.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Zuzana<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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