{"id":764,"date":"2017-05-30T15:41:25","date_gmt":"2017-05-30T13:41:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/noa.bart.sk\/?p=764"},"modified":"2017-06-15T21:08:08","modified_gmt":"2017-06-15T19:08:08","slug":"silence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/noa.bart.sk\/index.php\/2017\/05\/30\/silence\/","title":{"rendered":"Silence"},"content":{"rendered":"

A music without even the most quiet noise,<\/p>\n

a replica uttered in an inaudible voice,<\/p>\n

but how come the chaos in our heads never seems to hush?<\/p>\n

Instead, it only rapidly grows to the greatest extent,<\/p>\n

never stopping that tiresome rush.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

The Nile of thoughts is only getting bigger,<\/p>\n

while I can only quiver at my unceasing ideas.<\/p>\n

Being alone can only make it worse,<\/p>\n

the elaborate journey to silence only getting prolonged.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Could I take the smallest breath, please?<\/p>\n

Even for just a moment,<\/p>\n

before I turn right for the millionth time in the row,<\/p>\n

replaying in head every single moment that has ever passed.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Somebody makes you take left then.<\/p>\n

Suddenly you realize you are more than just lost,<\/p>\n

wandering in the infinite forest of screaming reproaches<\/p>\n

like a transparent ghost that is slowly becoming invisible,<\/p>\n

because of all that constant constructive criticism.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

If I ever hear nothing,<\/p>\n

will I be even able to feel something,<\/p>\n

rather than hollow heap of sensations,<\/p>\n

flowing out of the fountain of redemption?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sometimes noise and silence<\/p>\n

are both quiet and deafening…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ticho<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Hudba bez \u010do i len najtich\u0161ieho zvuku,<\/div>\n
replika vysloven\u00e1 nepo\u010dute\u013en\u00fdm hlasom,<\/div>\n
ale ako je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee chaos v na\u0161ich hlav\u00e1ch nikdy neut\u00edcha?<\/div>\n
Len rap\u00eddne rastie do obrovit\u00e1nskych rozmerov,<\/div>\n
jeho \u00fanavn\u00fd n\u00e1val sa sn\u00e1\u010f nikdy nezastav\u00ed.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
N\u00edl my\u0161lienok len rastie,<\/div>\n
zatia\u013e \u010do sa chviem nad svojimi neprestajn\u00fdmi n\u00e1padmi.<\/div>\n
Samota to m\u00f4\u017ee len zhor\u0161i\u0165,<\/div>\n
t\u00e1 beztak nekone\u010dn\u00e1 cesta k tichu sa predl\u017euje.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Mohla by som sa u\u017e nad\u00fdchnu\u0165, pros\u00edm?<\/div>\n
I ke\u010f iba na chv\u00ed\u013eu,<\/div>\n
predt\u00fdm ne\u017e zabo\u010d\u00edm vpravo po mili\u00f3nty raz,<\/div>\n
sp\u00e4tne v mysli prehr\u00e1vaj\u00fac ka\u017ed\u00fd jeden moment \u010do u\u017e uplynul.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Niekto \u0165a potom ovplyvn\u00ed a ty zabo\u010d\u00ed\u0161 do\u013eava.<\/div>\n
Zrazu sa nazd\u00e1\u0161, \u017ee si viac ne\u017e straten\u00fd,<\/div>\n
bl\u00fadiac v nekone\u010dnom lese kri\u010diacich v\u00fd\u010ditiek<\/div>\n
ako priesvitn\u00fd duch, ktor\u00fd \u010dochv\u00ed\u013ea zmizne,<\/div>\n
kv\u00f4li v\u0161etkej tej kon\u0161trukt\u00edvnej kritike.<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Ak strat\u00edm schopnos\u0165 po\u010d\u00fava\u0165,<\/div>\n
budem v\u00f4bec nie\u010do c\u00edti\u0165,<\/div>\n
okrem h\u0155stky pr\u00e1zdnych dojmov,<\/div>\n
plyn\u00facich z font\u00e1ny vyk\u00fapenia?<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
Niekedy s\u00fa obe – hluk i ticho<\/div>\n
nem\u00e9 a ohlu\u0161uj\u00face z\u00e1rove\u0148.<\/div>\n

Zuzana<\/p>\n

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