Je to vskutku tak nesmierne \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9 v\u017ei\u0165 sa do ko\u017ee druh\u00e9ho,<\/p>\n
\u010dloveka rozumn\u00e9ho, tak bl\u00edzkeho, tebe rovn\u00e9ho?<\/p>\n
P\u00fdtam sa neust\u00e1le, ke\u010f moje krehk\u00e9 srdce \u017eiali,<\/p>\n
rozpolen\u00e9 k\u013eukatou ryhou na dva nes\u00famern\u00e9 tvary,<\/p>\n
preto\u017ee ho neskuto\u010dne tr\u00e1pi t\u00e1to smutn\u00e1 skuto\u010dnos\u0165.<\/p>\n
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\u201eZosta\u0148 silnou\u201d, na\u0161epk\u00e1va mi tich\u00fd hlas z \u00fatrob m\u00f4jho podvedomia,<\/p>\n
\u201enem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 predsa takto z\u00fafa\u0165,<\/p>\n
rad\u0161ej ty len d\u00fafaj, \u017ee raz to niekto zmen\u00ed,<\/p>\n
ke\u010f vst\u00fapi do tvojho pr\u00e1zdneho \u017eivota,<\/p>\n
vypl\u0148uj\u00fac t\u00fa dieru ve\u010dn\u00e9ho osamotenia.\u201d<\/p>\n
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Ja ho ob\u010das i posl\u00facham,<\/p>\n
no je mi nani\u010d,<\/p>\n
ke\u010f neust\u00e1le som len o opaku utvrden\u00e1.<\/p>\n
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Niekedy m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee plamienok n\u00e1deje za\u010d\u00edna pomaly a isto tlie\u0165,<\/p>\n
no v zlomku sekundy zist\u00edm, \u017ee tej n\u00e1deje u\u017e niet.<\/p>\n
M\u00e1 v\u00f4bec zmysel vystavova\u0165 sviecu v bl\u00edzkom doh\u013eade,<\/p>\n
ke\u010f som bola nespo\u010detne ve\u013ea r\u00e1z presved\u010den\u00e1,<\/p>\n
\u017ee jej ovisnut\u00fd kn\u00f4t u\u017e pravdepodobne nikdy nevzplanie?<\/p>\n
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Budem to aj napriek mnoh\u00fdm zn\u00e1mym pochybnostiam sk\u00fa\u0161a\u0165.<\/p>\n
\u201eNikdy nehovor nikdy,\u201d rieklo moje zabudnut\u00e9 podvedomie,<\/p>\n
zatia\u013e \u010do som znova nadobudla vieru,<\/p>\n
\u017ee s\u00fa e\u0161te \u013eudia, ktor\u00ed ma medzi seba ber\u00fa,<\/p>\n
neodsudzuj\u00fac ma za ka\u017ed\u00fa malichern\u00fa mali\u010dkos\u0165.<\/p>\n
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Sna\u017e\u00edm sa pritom len by\u0165 sama sebou,<\/p>\n
vych\u00e1dza\u0165 s ostatn\u00fdmi \u013eudsk\u00fdmi bytos\u0165ami,<\/p>\n
ale niekedy m\u00e1m pocit,<\/p>\n
\u017ee by ma najrad\u0161ej v ly\u017ei\u010dke vody utopili,<\/p>\n
neprihliadaj\u00fac ani trocha na to,<\/p>\n
\u017ee som tak\u00e1 ako oni;<\/p>\n
– oby\u010dajn\u00fd \u010dlovek z m\u00e4sa a kost\u00ed,<\/p>\n
ktor\u00fd si v\u0161ak vybral cestu in\u00fa;<\/p>\n
– drinu a ut\u00ed\u0161enie hladu po znalosti.<\/p>\n
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Daj mi e\u0161te Bo\u017ee s\u00edl a energie,<\/p>\n
aby som dok\u00e1zala v\u0161etk\u00fdm,<\/p>\n
\u017ee d\u00e1 sa \u017ei\u0165 i inak,<\/p>\n
bez to\u013ekej nevedomosti a \u013eahostajnosti,<\/p>\n
ktor\u00e9 moje okolie uprednost\u0148uje,<\/p>\n
bez to\u013ek\u00fdch materi\u00e1lnych vec\u00ed,<\/p>\n
ktor\u00e9 si bez rozmyslu kupuje a beztak nev\u00e1\u017ei.<\/p>\n
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Zost\u00e1va mi len utr\u00e1pen\u00fd v\u00fdraz na tv\u00e1ri,<\/p>\n
ke\u010f nad t\u00fdm tak filozofujem,<\/p>\n
svoju hlavu te\u00f3riami um\u00e1ram,<\/p>\n
rad\u0161ej svoje o\u010di pred t\u00fdm vonkaj\u0161\u00edm svetom zatv\u00e1ram,<\/p>\n
upadaj\u00fac do rezignovan\u00e9ho sp\u00e1nku,<\/p>\n
zost\u00e1vajuc (zatia\u013e) nepochopenou.<\/p>\n
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